36 (almost 37) Week Update

UPDATE:

-How far along?: 36 weeks 5 days  

-Weight gain: 27 pounds..AHH!!! I started at 106 and am now at 133. I gained 28 pounds with Oliver so I'm not really shocked to see my weight gain that high..but..part of me is shocked to see my weight gain that high! Haha. It's always a little weird seeing the number on the scale shoot up like that even if it is because you're growing a tiny human.

-Sleep?: I don't ever fully fall asleep, or so it feels. I have to readjust several times during the night and am pretty aware each time I do because of the pelvic pain. 

-Hardest moment(s)?: The day to day things are quite difficult for me now. When I am around other people I try to put a smile on, act as comfortable as possible, and do my very best to hide the waddle (which has become more of a hobble) but it's not easy. To make things worse, I have been in a serious nesting phase, trying to keep chores caught up on and keep the house orderly and neat. The only time my home ever looks and feels nice is late at night when Oliver has gone to sleep and I've had a chance to really clean. 

I'm not sure if I've already mentioned this in previous updates but I have also struggled a lot emotionally during this pregnancy. My body hasn't really had a break since my previous pregnancy last year and I think that has played a huge role. I've been really blessed with the support and love of some friends and family, and if it weren't for them I'm not sure how I would've survived this pregnancy. It's been a huge test of faith and trust.


-Best moment(s)?:  Talking with Jason about life and what's coming. We have a lot of fun events happening over the next couple months, a lot of changes coming within the next couple years, and I enjoy hearing Jason share his thoughts and feelings about it all. I notice a true happiness in his words when we discuss our life and our children and it has really helped me find a greater joy in things despite my struggles. 

-Food cravings?: My appetite has decreased quite a bit the last little while and my cravings haven't been nearly as strong as they were. I still do frequently want sweets though.  

-Belly button in or out?: My tummy is so stretched out that my belly button is either being stretched flat or slightly poking out (depending on my position). (This is the same thing I wrote last time..but it hasn't really changed!)

-What I miss?: Running around, playing, and having energy to do everything! I am extremely anxious to get my body back. Not so I can get a "hot bod", but simply to be able to do things without the pain and restriction.

-What I'm looking forward to?: Going in to labor and meeting this sweet girl! I am hopeful I'll be able to go in to labor naturally this time around and am excited to experience that. 

-Dilation/Effacement?: 1 CM dilated. I didn't actually catch how far effaced I am..so..I guess I'll find out next week!

34 Week Update

People.. our little girl is due to come NEXT MONTH! Jason and I have felt like this pregnancy is rushing right on by and it kind of freaks us out! I have honestly been pretty nervous about going in to labor. I have had dreams where I go in to labor while Jason is working a graveyard shift and I can't reach him on the phone and no one is willing/able to take me to the hospital.

I think I am mostly nervous about not knowing. With Ollie we had to schedule an induction due to complications, so we knew a few days in advance that we would be going to have him and were able to make arrangements. This time we have no idea when or how it will happen! Only time will tell I suppose!

UPDATE:

-How far along?: 34+ Weeks 

-Weight gain: 24 lbs overall! 

-Sleep?: Pretty uncomfortable! I definitely don't feel very rested when I wake up. 

-Hardest moment(s)?: I got my TDAP vaccine a couple appointments ago and I experienced just about every possible side effect. For a couple days I had fever, chills, severe headache, body aches, fatigue, etc. It was a nightmare. Thank goodness for priesthood blessings! 

I've also continued to experience pretty bad pelvic, hip, and lower back pain. The first half of this pregnancy was so much easier than my pregnancy with Oliver, while the second half has been harder.

Oh, AND when people ask me how much longer I have then respond with "Oh wow, you have a long way to go" (I've felt like it's flying by so this comment makes me suddenly feel like it's going slowly) or "Man, you already look like you're ready to pop!"(as if I don't already feel like a whale as I struggle to waddle even two feet). 

-Best moment(s)?: Opposite from the last question..when sweet people have complimented me on my looks. Things like "You are the cutest pregnant lady ever!" really help me to feel confident. 

I also made a cute car seat cover with friends. It was so fun and got me so excited!

-Food cravings?: My sweet tooth lives on! I also love popsicle's. MMM!  

-Belly button in or out?: My tummy is so stretched out that my belly button is either being stretched flat or slightly poking out (depending on my position).

-What I miss?: Moving around without pain. 

-What I'm looking forward to?: I look forward to my weekly doctor's appointments! I love going in and seeing my progression.